Your Last Chapter

I was so young and naive. You came into my world without notice. I fell in love.
Little did I know that my heart was so fragile.
I belived in everythiny you showed me. Like a silly girl, I made you the center of my universe.

Then time went by. We separated in a good way. I was only 16. Yet my heart had been yours since the first time I knew you at 14.

I was so naive. I guess I still am.
You were my first love and forever will be.
I had hoped for you to come back, for us to started again. I had years spent thinking that we could still be. But it never was.

I had wanted to give up hope, but I thought about you everytime I was alone. Than I came to the time of letting go, wished you the best in life, thanked for the sweetes memory of my teen life.

When out of nowhere, you said hello; asked how I'm doing.

Litte did you know how I felt? My hurt jumped of surprise and fear. Was that the answer of my longing heart or just a day dreaming waited to be a nightmare. Yes nightmare. Because it was surreal. You came back to me is ... against all odds. Despite everything, you were immposible.

I realise the circumstances like ... the quite moment before the storm.

I had enjoyed your coming back in my life. I felt happy to hear from you again. The person who made me feel happy, gave sweet memory, made me believe in fairytales.
But I knew somethings not right.
You were with a child. A motherless new baby born. I had no idea what happened to your wife. But to me you seem to find an escape of your problem. And I was scared. I'm sorry, but I still had feelings for you. I didn't realize that it's so deep.

I ran away. Though I was curious about what happened to you, my dear sweetheart, I couldn't stand my breaking heart.

I'm sorry I was so coward.
Now I'm healed. My heart had mend though it's not perfect.
I hope you have a blessed life ahead.

And now I'm closing my your chapter in my life.

GBU.
Sincerely
Your naive ex girlfriend