He makes me smile tonight

So, tonight he makes me laugh.

I hated him for ignoring me. but the truth is I could never really hate him.
I'm just missing him. the person that I thought was mine but he never was and never will be mine.
But I like him very much.

I wonder if he knows that, but I don't really want to know. let this just be, or else it would be very awkward.

So, I just stalk him from his facebook or twitter. but he rarely post his activities. unlike most people I know. It's kinda hard to know what he's up to. but I'm a very loyal person and keep waiting for any post.

I thought that he has really grown up and never do childish things anymore.

but there's this one picture of him in the mirror on some bathroom. it makes me laugh.
he's alone. he really looks like a kid with a smile on his face.

he makes me smile tonight.
knowing that he might still the same person I know, and the same person I thought of him.

let him be bless with his childish feeling, and stay young and energetic.

I don't mind not to have him, cause we could never be :D